Ever experience the feeling where by you feel as though you're very close to a particular friend, so much so you feel very comfortable sharing your ideas, happiness and problems with this particular friend.
But one day... all it takes is just a moment where your own mind decides to mess with your thoughts.
Your mind: What if this particular friend you're so comfortable with turns out to be someone who's not exactly how you view him/her to be? What if this particular friend backstabs you and you don't even know? What if...
Your mind goes into a whirlpool of 'What if'...
Just a few days back, while alone, my mind went into this situation of 'What if'. I guess it's because of what i've been exposed to over the past few years, experiences and all that brought me to such a situation. I got so mind-fucked (i don't mean to be crude) by myself i talked to a few friends about this.
And thank goodness, i'm not the only one who feels this way. After basketball yesterday, i talked to Muscle about life and all and i brought all this point. And he totally related to what i've said. Haha, birds of the same feather flocks together.
Now i'm pretty certain there are many others out there who feels the same too!
Just a word of advice: It's okay to let the brain run wild at times, BUT...BUT...BUT, remember to snap out of it before you let what you think turns into an unfortunate reality.