Sometimes,i wonder,is it because i am a teenager right now and that's why i am facing with friendship problems,BGR(not me!but my friends,and they come to me for advices.),sometimes even family problem?For friends,i just have people coming to me,complaining about each other.(a good example is the 'G' class)You know,i really HATE to see all my friends quarrel,fight or even stop being friends with one another.(Kazhua,i know you will feel something like that)It is really sad and i am sometimes upset with them,as they just like don't care about one another feelings and starts to hurl vulgarities!I really at times felt like giving up on them and just ignore them,but i can't,course i am their friend,and i cannot bear to see what is going on!As for BGR,today,my friend,'yx'came to me and told me about this guy she like,(m.c if you are reading this,that guy my friend like was d******)and that guy like a girl,'ys'and for this 'ys',i don't know whether she like him anot.Now that i am in my teenage year,especially this year,i feel that it is not apporiate to think about BGR,as it will affect your studies.(that's what m.c taught me during P6.)'Yx' was on the verge of a breakdown,i guess,this was the result of a love triangle...Sometimes i prayed to God and ask Him why must he be so cruel towards people?Can't He be a bit fairer?But,when i thought back,i felt that if he was fair to everybody,there will be injustices and there will be even more chaos!(again,this was taught by m.c)I think that was really true...But that is human nature.We often blame others when things doesn't go well for us,but not ourselves.Well,i guess if we are a little more mature,maybe things may not turn out in this sad state.If only people can always think before they carry out their actions...(oftens,i will do things without thinking,and got into troubles)I know,some of you may not agree to what i have said and wrote,but this is what my feelings are,and i just want to express out my feelings!Today,had wushu training,and as usual,the same kind of training except that today's training is a little tougher then usual.Had PBL presentation today,and Mrs Norlinda was happy with my group!At least both Shuchen's and my hardwork did pay off well,as the both of us stayed up till quite late last night.Two more days and th Drama competition will start!Hope that we can win!Tomorrow,i will be training the Sec 1s for wushu,and i guess i will get rather pissed off with them...(i have got a foul temper)Anyway,post a comment regarding what i have wrote bout my teenage years,my feelings...You can write about ur feelings too...God Bless to Everyone out there,especially those who is feeling upset,have little confidence or hope!
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regina
