Thoughts From The Inner Soul

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Despo has got a stead...oh gosh...kazhua,shuchen,bao hui,wen yan and me just cannot imagine and believe it...Kazhua told me during recess,and it was like just half an hour before our Geography,we were all laughing away,and cannot concentrate on revising our subject...I know that i am bad in this manner,but really,i cannot help it,because,she was always being disgusting,boot lickering peoples' boots and act cute...well,we were all joking about her 'love life'Today's Geography test was okie,not bad...should be able to pass...As for chinese spelling,sigh...i think i will fail...really...don't know how to write the words...Had an interesting lesson for computer and history...not bad..Had quite a nice day...Had guitar lessons today...(only two people,course we are just practising ourselves)Played quite a number of songs~Even as i am typing now,i just cannot believe it...not that i am jealous,but she gave us the impression that she wants the whole wide world to know who she is steading with...Had wushu training today...hmm...did not get scolded by my coach today...haha...so my day was not really spoilt...Hmm...as the day approaches...i don't know why,but i just feel something was not right...i just feel wierd...My friend had lost my history textbook!!!Freak...i am just so angry with them!They are so irresponsible...Back to why do i feel wierd,i just don't know why...could be because the Japanese are coming to our school this Saturday...But,i know i am contractdicting myself,i just feel lost somewhere now...Be it my school work or friendship,i just feel uncomfortable...Well,i guess thats what makes people worry and think too much...I am hoping that God will guide me back,and i know he will...Tomorrow there will be swimming lessons!!!Swimming is fun,but trapping of water is not.Just hope tomorrow will be a brand new fresh start for me...God Bless...

stoned(still cannot believe)
regina