Thoughts From The Inner Soul

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Today,school was great in the morning!Had Olympics opening ceremony in Compassvale Secondary!The torch was first led by Aquila,followed by Centaraus,Pegasus,Scorpius,Orion...(if i did not remember wrongly..)Had some quiz time,and Kazhua was damn pro...Answered one of the tough question!!!Discussed about the open house and what are we going to do on that day...Went for Literature class...Quite a fun lesson today...Suddenly Mrs Norlinda brought up the subject about only humans will kill their own species...she told us about an article about this woman who killed all her 4 children!Horrifying ar?So guilty that i have not read that article...but managed to read it only just now...Cannot imagine this kind of woman,who killed her children,and then give birth to another one,and the cycle continued for four times!Irresponsible woman!well,she has a mental problem...Flunked my chinese spelling...got 25/100...sad...maths was fine...managed to catch what Ms Koh was teaching...then,KT and me spent 45 mins talking to her and missed PBL timing...Luckily we were not scolded by Ms Sathiya...had a reason...Uncle Willy was not here today,and i heard he will not be taking us for our swimming test next week...sigh...Today's instructor was damn lao ya...make us look like fools in the pool..trapped water for a total of 4 mins,and then did all sorts of jumps and swimming styles...When i was swimming,i was actually thinking how should i investigate where on earth is my History textbook...I am utterly disappointed and upset with that three girls...i don't which to name them out...I don't mind you taking my book,but please inform me...and u should have lend that person ur own book and not mine!You did not even asked for my permission and did not even tell me...And now,i have the urge...to CHANGE locker!i don't want to share with them anymore!Not that i am selfish or ks,but i just don't like the way people took my book without my permission!Mr Yong took me that i had to do my duty from next Monday,and tomorrow he will attached us to different teachers to help out for the inter-house games...I told him i would like to organise a inter-class captains' ball competition...he told me to maka it a post exam activity,and to show him the proposal,and i guess i will show him on Monday...My mum scolded me today for returning home at 1830pm today...She forbid me to go MacDonalds or go home with my usual group of friend!Lost...lost...lost...i am just lost...seeing stars******right now...i just don't know what to do...my History textbook is lost,mum forbid me from going back with my best friends...sigh...i don' really see my ray of light...i mean,although i still joke around with my friends,but it is just temporary...i really want to SHOUT out LOUD now!really...i know i will see my ray in a few months time,because i am just being lost and blur this few months...i think i should be able to be the same Regina Chai Pei Fang all my friends knew once by next month,when i think i shiuld be able to sort and straightened out my thinkings...in the mean while,i just hope that people who are reading this will not mind me complaining about all my unhappiness as i feel comfortable expressing out here other than my friends...Hope my friends would not mind this...God Bless...chills and endure!

lost
regina...