sorry for not being able to update yesterday...wanted to update yesterday a well,but i was tied down with homeworks,studying of my maths test and also,i cried the whole night because my mum and dad sort of scolded and nagged me...i am already feeling terrible upset in school,and i just don't wish to tell what problem i am facing as i know that if i were to tell them someone have lost my History book,they will surely flare up even more on me...i doubt i can update my blog so often and daily...if it is possible now,i don't want to be a teenager with so troubles...i know that i am being childish,but i am just worried for my maths,chinese and now that my history book is lost,i am also worried for History as well...i am quite upset right now...someone have broken my trust for her...i treated her as my best friend some more...i don't think i am able to trust her again...i wanted to be harsh towards her,but i just can't do it...the only few best friends and friends i can trust are that usual few whose names always appeared in my blog...today's maths test...i doubt i will pass...the chances of passing is really low...devastated...why must things happen at the wrong time?i don't mind people telling me their troubles,as i know they trust me and i am their listening ear...today had show and tell...Carmella and i am the first to kick the ball rolling...i am like laughing away...course i am sort of nervous and i don't know what to talk...if the sort of laughter is always with me,i think i will really be happy...i don't think this will happen...my weekends are spoilt with tons of homework and school activities..composition for english and chinese..art sketches...and worse of all,tomorrow there will be wushu performance...life is always like that...guess i have to adapt to it...i am halfway done for my art...finished my english composition and as for chinese...will try to finish it as soon as i can...hope i can finish all my homework in time...i am being posted mr yong and under the volley ball inter house competition..don't know what i am supposed to do...i guess if i am not wrong,it is paper work...currently listening to Jay Chou's song...trying to keep myself busy so that i won't have time to think about sad things...i guess every teenager will face this sort of troubled one day... quite a number of people are already facing this sort of problem..Kazhua i have read your entry today...i think my maths also will be quite jia lat...well...hope we two will be fine...God Bless...and hope things will be alright...and things won't go blue...

sore
regina