yesterday was compassvale open house...and woke up at 5.45am and left at 640am...met with shuchen and kaiting and reached school by 700am...started to prepare the haunted house thingy and at 905am,i went down to the hall for my wushu practice,and i was greeted by that mdm lee's stupid and irresponsible remarks!!!!!!she said i cared too much for my class,and not my cca!excuse me...if i am notbother or concern with my cca,i would not have even came down!i was merely late for 5 mins...i was really busy at that time and she cannot be understanding!i tried to explain to her,she just ignore me,and walked off...i was so angry that i blasted!i blasted at wilson... and that mdm lee...(shuchen,so sorry...i have no choice but he really pissed me off)i know my temper sucks...i have attitude problem mind you guys!after that wushu practice,i went back to my class and help out with the haunted house again!we were actually fighting with 2d...they were also doing haunted house...and their content was just like us!!!they got the ava room somemore!well,so we even wanted to do better!so we get our ghosts ready and then started our business art 11am!business was not bad...i have people saying it was too scary and some who say it was not...but,i was greeted with just some stupid incorrigible sec ones boys!they were from the ncc and when the first time they came,they were being rude!i mean look here!we are your seniors and this is the way you treat us...i am not bossy,but business was really too good that their nonsense were driving everyone crazy...when that sec ones boys went in,they kicked and pushed the tables around!we have already briefed them that no pushing of tables and chairs are allowed!i went off at 1230pm because i have my wushu outdoor performance..everything went well for the performance,and when i went back,i received news that the room was in a messcaused by our customers and shuchen had to go for her councilor duties...so i told them that we will have a short maintenance...we lost customers due to that...but after a while,our customers came back...even shuchen's sister and her friends came!went for my second round of wushu performance at 230pm...again,the performance went well...after that,went back to help out again...there were crowds around too!i was told by kazhua that some one got injured while walking around the maze...the sec ones boys came back again and as they were queing up,they were like kept critisizing our stall!when it was their group to come,i told them that i needed to confiscate their handphone,because if there were to use their handphone,it will be too bright!so they unwillingly took out their handphone...when they finished their maze trail,they went to kazhua and kept pestering her for their handphone...i noticed that,and i asked them what had actually happened,and the boys were like shouting around,i just shouted at them and scolded them..."when are your manners??we don't need customers like you if you think you are that great!"people wee like looking at me...but i just don't care,cause he kicked amron,one of the ghosts and kicked the tables and chairs around!we closed the stall at 4pm and really got to thank shuchen's sis,shuling and her friend's help!they helped to clear the room and then,the injured girl and her group of friend came to me and told me that they want us to compensate the girl...i was not really sure what happened to the girl and told kazhua to come out instead they said thatit was too dark and they could not see...they even said that it was the ghost who pushed the table and chair,and thats why the girl got injured...in the end,i just took out $1.50 from my own coupon and compensate the girl!i was really hating myself!!!i was like still brooding over the sec ones boys did,and my wushu broadsword cloth was lost...i was really at a stupid loss and i was thinking of alot of things...but other then this sad and unhappy things,i have really sweet customers and they were all really cute!i learnt from kamilah that girl even went to the red cross unit and told her sir that she wants the school to compensate her!we all don't know if mr leon have got the message...upon hearing that,my mood was even worse...i was thinking was that girl out to make trouble for us?i felt like crying and there was only three word cinstantly in my mind...''I HATE MYSELF''!!!well,after that,we went to find mrs shahul regarding what happened to her homeroom...and shuchen and her sis kept disturbing shuling's friend...in the end,my mood got better and everyone started teasing shuling's friend...well,i must agree with kazhua that life is harsh and,i don't feel like thinking of anything at this present moment...god bless

praying
regina