this entry is upsetting...sigh...must things always turned out in a manner in which i don't really want to see...this issue actually concerned two of my best friends cum sister...(dun want to disclose and please dun guess)mm and bc is currently cold towards one another..in fact,mm is not the only person feeling that way...me and xm as well...there is actually random conversation between me and bc...mm and bc...xm and bc...we are all so close to one another...really sad that this actually happened...can You please tell me what is going on?can we break this coldness between us and be back the usual us?i know that mm is feeling really upset...me and xm too...i really want to know what got into bc and why is she not behaving in her usual self recently...was it due to pbl?or was there some misunderstanding between us?i am sort of feeling hopeless right now...seeing two of my best friends in that manner,in a cold war...i really cannot express the kind of sadness inside me...plus,i am currently not on good terms with my mum...because of maths results...and the upcoming end-of-year exams...just quarrelled with her yesterday and ended up crying myself to sleep...even as i am typing now,i could still remember what she said..it really pierced my heart...it was upsetting to hear that from my mum instead of encouragement...she said that i can forget about passing my end-of-year maths...everytime i think about this,my eyes just cannot help but i want to cry...now that our friendship with bc is not really stable,i am once again loss...i have been praying that our friendship will be stabilized soon...i don't wish to see a friendship end i this manner...mm is already asking me if she is a failure when come to handle friends...mm,don't feel in that manner...you are not a failure!don't be upset with that...hope God will answer to my prayers...don't think too much okie mm?


sighing my life away
regina