just read the tittle and you would of have guessed what had happened...i have flunked both my maths paper 1 and 2...plus i flunked my english paper 2 as well...but i passed the whole paper...overall,i hate my results...home econs:92.5,geography:83,science,66,history,68,art 25/50,chinese 104.5.but the thing is these have not be added with the rest of the test,exams and homeworks...i really hope that my maths results can be pulled up...i have been crying since 10 o'clock...and stopped by 1030...now as i am writing,i can't help but cry..i am really at a loss now...when i saw my sis,wenyan crying,i also wanted to cry...but as her elder sis,i have to put a brave front and control my tears...but by recess,i can't help my just break down in front of cherie,cindy,yixian and juan hui...i am beginning to hate myself and blame myself..i blame myself for performing so weakly in maths...i am not academically strong like my sisters...went to rivervale mall with shuchen,kazhua,wenyan and peiyun...the table was realy quiet...for the first time,i felt as if the whole world was really gone..."why am i so poor in maths?""why"?i am stupid...but i can't help it...nobody likes to be stupid!if i am given a chance,i will not want to be stupid...imagine when people laugh at you,saying unpleasant things to you?anyway,currently i am really in a foul mood...going to lock myself and reflect upon what have i done this year...i apologise for writing such a long and upsetting entry,but i can't help it...as i have said before,i can't vent my anger on anyone,and everytime i keep it inside my heart...i feel sad,but can anyone understand?i don't want to confide in sc they all cause i know they are already feeling vexed with their own results...i don't want to confide in my sos cause her exams are coming up and i want her to concentrate in her studies...so the place i can confide in is here...my world...God bless and may i can passed all my subjects...


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regina