Thoughts From The Inner Soul

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

my tears just rolled down today..well,i am not stress,upset or disappointed,my tears just rolled down because today Mrs Ong was not in school,and we have one hour free time,and i just had a casual conversation with a friend,and suddenly we talk about the past...about how bad i really was when i was like a few years back..and i told her that i actually felt guilty for doing something i did some years back...the image was still quite vivid in my mind...and,i touched the topic about my relationship with my mum...cause,i was not really close with my family and mum when i was in upper primary...and thinking back at how many times i see my mum breaking down in front of me,my heart really shatter...i am quite emotional,so in between,i was like trying to hold my tears back...but after that,everything was fine,and i was back smiling and joking...ASP started today,and my instructor was rather funny...had quite a lot of time with him...this two days was not really a nice day...this two morning started out with some cannings...well,quite depressing to see people being cane..anyway,ms lydia lee came back to school today..well,i think she changed her car...or maybe i saw wrongly...anyway,i hope for some quite moments for myself...wanna think back about my past...*i won't be depress*


past
regina