yup,right now,i am feeling fustrated with myself deep down in my heart!suddenly i feel that life is nothing,but actings..people seems to be putting on a mask,and there is difficulty trying to think and read people's mind!learnt of something regarding one of my close friend..i am feeling very fustrated with myself because i can't do some simple things..i am begin to think if i am too stupid or idiotic!i am trying my best to put things right,but it just seems so difficult...i again,have the feeling that i don't know myself clear and in depth enough..i don't even know why i am thinking of this?i can't really describe out my feelings..wanted to vent it out during p.e,but it is floorball assesement test,and i have to curb my fustration...i feel quite useless at some moment,but i don't know how not to feel in that manner..had a talk with aunt potato,and i feel that i have already made a wrong step in this game of chess...and,now i can't turn back..if only i could,i would not have move that step,and instead use care and concern to tackle it..but,i can't control my emotions..i doubt there will be any use if i were to regret moving the wrong move..well,i have to accept this fact..."im a loser,who is poor in handling emotions"!

fustration
regina