all of a sudden,in my 14yr+6months of life,for the truly first time i felt real loss in my life..i don't know if life is real too dramatic,or it is us,humans who messed everything up..learning and seeing things which i should not..can't help,but to bottle everything up..if this is gonna be life,then God,i am sorry,i can't take this kind of life..KILL ME NOW!life in this world is just too complex..don't wanna write such a long entry..life sux too much..*anyone who wants to leave this world,leave me a tag..we will go together*

loss in complexive world
regina