these days..my days and situations are all very emotional..first,i felt betrayed by somebody..my parents knew it..my mum cried..i sobbed..and the whole situation was so tensed and emotional..my heart felt as if it is shot by arrows..anyway..gotta thank shuchen for listening to my woes last Friday..gal,if you are reading this,thank you very much..for listening to me..and i will keep to my promise de..anyway..am still facing certain stuffs...i was real disappointed in myself as well..the fact that i don't say anything or show anything doesn't mean i don't care or i dont' know..i admit..i do bottle up my feelings...i have lost hope in myself now...i felt lost in my own world...facing a tensed situation..i just seriously hope i wasn't borned into this world...must we face obstacles in our lives to build up our strength and confidence?my life is in such a mess now....i really want to confess out all my feelings...all things that i want to say to my loved ones...but it is really hard...i don't wanna break their hard and upset them..so the only thing thing that i can do is to shut up..and leave everything in my heart..perharps..this is the best way i can do it..

betrayed
regina