in the middle of the night now..can't sleep,so decided to write out my thoughts...

my mind wander in this present state,
all i could feel is nothing except the cruel facts i faced.
I wanted to getout,
but no matter how i can't.
in the middle of the night,
all i could do is to stare blankly at the ceilings,
with everyone around me sounded asleep,
how i wish i could do that too,
but i can't..
my feelings are mixed up.
mixed in a complexive world,
i cried silently at certain nights,
with no one to pour my woes to,
i kept silent to myself..
all i wish for now,
is some peaceful things to happen...


that's my thoughts for now..cause i can't get to sleep..with certain stuffs going in my mind..hoping for miracle to come..take care people

regina

Band concert rocks!!!Went to my school band concert yesterday night,and it was really cool!they played really nice songs,and it really makes my day..(my day in school was bad yesterday..)

Met my buddies before proceeding to the concert at VCH..went to Plaza SIngapura after that,and went up to the arcade,before we went to yoshinoya for dinner..went into concert hall at 7 plus,and i LOVE my school band!it was GREAT!shouted and cheered together with the others..peiyun,cass,wenling,me,shuchen and gang shouted KAH YUEN JIAYOU!!,while Chooyeow and gang shouted PEIXIANG JIAYOU!!it was damn funny and exciting..left to meet my family after the concert,and ps my buddies..sorry...

Day in school was bad..sonce Thursday evening..i was really very confuse with things going around me..i just can't seem to go back to my usual self..i nearly broke down,but i held it back,cause i promised before that i shan't cry over such stuffs..i really don't know what to do with the mess now..my heart and mind is wandering...and at home,i have to put on a cheerful act,a smile,and so on and so forth..im lost..really wish to settle things on Monday...pray hard can settle,cause Maths cube starts this Monday..

Bout to go for a swim now..and going to Sakura for Dinner tonight,to celebrate my granny's 70th birthday..will blog again soon...take care people!

confused
regina