well,im still surviving,breathing and facing the world...my life have never changed..still the same..feeling rather low these days..stuck in somewhere where i really loathe..facing same old stuffs everyday...why did i not studied hard?perharps inly God knows...

Remember Tuesday night,had a conversation with my laoda...and then,actually cried...but not too much..cause,just could not control..somehow,it still takes time to let certain things change..and let it die down,before i no longer feel the hurt,the sadness and the bitterness..living in my own world,confusions lie in my heart and mind..suddenly,i feel as if no one really can help me..it is me that have to pull myself together..is it worth getting upset?i seriously don't know..my class,somehow,the same problem exists..but i just don't wanna voice out how i feel..cause i don't wanna make matter worse..i seriously just wanna stop things from happening...But,i am no superwoman,so i can't..time to let go,means to let go..the more you clinch onto it,it will do you no good..so,maybe i shall learn my lesson,before i get more hurt...but,easier say than done...haha...trying to be cheerful,so don't wanna brood that much..people say life sucks,and indeed,no doubt,mine sucks as well..just let me off...

hate life..
regina