lost in my life...
my lamps..my lights..
everything that once light up my life,
has broke down again..
my life is once again filled with darkness.

why??what is it that is happening now?
i don't know...
have i done something wrong?
i don't think so..
but why is it like this?
i don't feel safe..nor
do i feel secure..

im shivering..
feeling cold..
i might appear strong and emotionally stable,
but that's not the true me..
deep in my heart,
i feel as if i am weeping..
can someone tell me why?
whoever can be my lamp?
whoever can lead me out of this darkness?
whoever can help me and tell me why?
whoever???

This is how i feel right now..i am seriously lost..i have lost all directions in my life..everything in my life seems to have changed..i don't know why...everything seems as if it is the same,but the touch,the feel,is no longer the same..why?really wish to give up now..but i know all this is not worth for me to do this..perharps i need time to cool myself down...maybe?perharps..i don't know..anyway..will be going for the 6km run next sunday..along with my daddy,sis and her friend..1 thing to be sure,i will crawl my way to the finishing line..cause i have a bad stamina..so yupz..take care people...sugar dreamz..and study hard this one week holiday,so that we can prepare ourselves must must way before exams..take care peeps!

regina