im tired..tired and very tired
why is it you?
why must you spoil my mood everytime?
why must you spoil my feelings everytime?

i really am tired of this..
i wish to scream..
but no words come out from me..
i wish to die,
but am being watched..

all i can do,
is to weep in sorrow,
where no one knows..
where no one sees me..
im feeling tired..

confusion lies in me..
i can't do nothing..
i only feel useless..
i feel as a failure..
i hate this..

perharps all i can do is nothing,
except living in my mind own world..
where darkness is my only sight..
where weeping and crying becomes a habit..
and that's my world..world of darkness and sadness.

sudden insipiration..i know it sucks..cause nobody wishes to read an entry on sadness every now and then..but i have no choice..for this is my personal diary..went for the run today...im seriously drained out and tired..my left knee is still hurting..and my legs are aching..but i so get satisfaction..cause i manage to complete my 6.9km run..school's starting tomorrow..can't really express my emotions of going back to school..i don't know...am just really very tired of things..take care people...

regina