attitude determines you..
no matter how hardworking you are,
attitude still overcome hardworkingness..
somehow,i feel that i am born
born to be a failure..

why?
cos my attitude sucks..
with a sucky attitude,
how far can i get?
with my sucky attitude,
im born to be a failure..

with my sucky attitude,
i can't get my family to respect me..
with that,
i am nobody at home..
i am a nobody..
i freakingly hate my attitude!!
wanna stop it!!
but how?
i don't know..

i seriously am facing attitude problems..my life sucks..my attitude sucks..my everything sucks!how i wish i am given power to change certain stuffs in my life..i felt as if i am born to be a failure..i failed to teach my sis proper mannerism..i failed to gain her respect..as her elder sis..i failed to gain her trust..and my elder sis and my mum..i seriously am in a deep mess and shit!i shed tears..i sobbed..i cried..but the pain doesn't seems to stop..it is freaking pricking..freakingly pain..why must i have a cold war with them?is it because of my attitude..i admit..my attitude sucks..but thats me..i am trying to change..but was i given a second chance?anything that happens everytime is always my fault...i don't wish to see such things happening...but why?i hate things like this..have you guys ever spare a thought for me??i tried my very best to do things you guys want it to be..but this is what i get in return?might as well kill me!!!get rid of me!!!im sorry to people who is reading this..but i am feeling freaking upset now..sorry to everyone who is reading this..take care people..nitex and God Bless..

regina