life is a chore sometimes..i don't know why...life have been rather complicated to me these days..after what i am undergoing now..sometimes i do wish that i am not a human..so that i won't have to undergo problems like BGR..or family problems..and even friendships...it is just damn tiring...i already feeling sick of the same thigns happening every now and then..


have not been sleeping well since last Thursday after a conversation..the conversation is still flashing in my mind...i don't wanna have a strained friendship..cause this year i have already lost 2 close friends...and i don't wanna lose more..im trying to be strong though..don't wanna collaspe..cause i don't wish for more problems to crop up..life continues no matter what...

am currently to listen to Jay Chou's latest album!!!it rawks..though most of the songs is rather sad..but i just love him....he is so talented and cute at times...my dream guy..but then again..no wish to talk about all this..have been bothered by alot of things this days..no wonder why M.C always tell us things regarding BGR...guess he is right..he is always that experienced...a great teacher..anyway...don't wanna update anymore..wanna rest well..am already very tired...God Bless...

regina