Thoughts From The Inner Soul

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

my shoulders are aching..my back is aching as well..had to carry baby clara today..pacify her when she cries..(she hate to bathe!!!)and also went swimming in the evening just now..and just got back not long..am tired!!!slept at 3 yesterday..and woke up at 8 plus plus??think so..can't see my phone clearly..cause i was crabby then!

tomorrow gotta look after her again..which means i won't have enough time to sleep again..now i do know how hard it is to look after childrens..especially young and innocent toddlers and babies..it is just so damn tiring!!!

changed my blogskin yesterday..kinda prefer this now..cause it features my idol...Jay Chou!!!he just rawkz my world..love the background music..cause it is quite smoothing..and peaceful..and also suits my mood now..have been rather confused lately..and this just fixes everything..

Daddy is flying to HongKong tomorrow..and going to China on Friday..he will be back only on Saturday..when he isn't home..it just meant that my days at home will be tough..with empress and the dowager attacking me..i have no backup..and gonna stand firm on both my feet!

am suffering from aches..too much exercises these days..time for me to take a break then..next three days doubt it will be nice for me..looking forward to go Bangkok soon!!!can't wait to step into the plane again!!just love flying!!!haha...ok..stop here then..take care peeps...

regina

im back..after a long night of peaceful sleep..i sort of got back my energy level!!!though just yawned..haha..just missed those peaceful kinda of sleep..where you can sleep..and nobody disturb you.no urgent phone calls..or any smses..haha..im just being lame here..ignore me though..just plain crazy..

ok..guess i can take up the occupation as a part time nanny..or baby sitter..looking after my cousins..who are all babies or rather toddlers who are still young and active..and plain innocent...looking after them can be tiring and happy at times...take yesterday as an example..my precious son..alden was so tired that he fell asleep in less than 2 minutes..and i have to wake him up at 530pm..though he hasn't woke up..and he was crying and crying..but i managed to pacify him!!!and he was hugging and clinching on to me..with his face sticking on mine...he was just so adorable..but after that i had to run after him..make sure he drinks up his milo..and finishes his rice..tiring!!!but he did make my day!

tomorrow i gotta look after baby clara again..which means patting her to sleep..bring her down to shopping areas..or to the play ground..and playing her favourite barney show...(wondering why kids nowadays like barney so much...wierd..)anyway..guess i will have a tiringday tomorrow..but i think it will turn out well though!!!but might be burned out..or too tired to update..will try to update will her photos..haha..take care peeps..enjoy every minutes and seconds you ahve with your loved ones..cause you never know what will happen at the next moment..that is what i have just learnt...


regina