im freaking pissed off now..things just can't go my way...i just HATE it...last few days of year 2006,yet i still face such pissing situations..

just had an argument with my mum..regarding some stuffs tomorrow..now i know where my genes came from..or mostly..i just hate life and things right now..why must my life still be in a mess despite i think i have suffered enough for this year???perharps i am still not mould into a stronger person in which God wanted me to be..perharps..just damn hot now...

Christmas ain't really nice...just don't feel the christmas mood...rather dead..had a gift exahcnge with my buddies last friday..(thankx people!!specifically sc,py and cher..)had a BBQ gathering yesterday..the charcoal didn't start of well..but then..everything went fine..though my uncle had to run around to buy ice..tama..and aluminium foil!!!i had to run as well..and then Heaven seems to be playing with us..the sky looked as if it will rain any moment,...so we had to rush all the BBQing so we can enoy inside the clubhouse should it rain any moment..but we were lucky..


Drank quite alot yesterday..be it coke with lemon..or wines..or any alcohol drinks..i was in a foul mood to be frank..so decided to drown sorrows in drinks..drank till yesterday night..was sort of addicted...im a alcoholic!!!damn it..had a bad time swimming yesterday..had a quarrel..cause forgotten to being some stuffs..and again..its my fault..some body got phone cannot sms is it??my phone low batt still using mine..so damn fustrated...

guess it is time for me to change my attitude and temper..i am really trying..so if i don't talk at times..or what..just don't come and disturb me..cause i trying to curb my temper...guess shall stop here..tired after a packed day..take care people...nitex...

regina