guess im falling sick soon..am shivering now...in my room..God knows what got into me...seems to be running a slight temperature...perharps its dehydration of my body....whatever....
School's work have been piling up recently...am too tired to continue..and i just can't seem to concentrate...perharps im too lethargic??or there are other reasons??whatever is it,i just feel that time is running out for me...after the aftermath of eventful stuffs...my life seems so hectic...24 hrs a day ain't enough for me!!!
So why am i still blogging here?crapping and wasting my life away???guess humans need to rest to..so do i..had two hours of P.E sessions today...matches..and matches...but the last one doesn't seems to be what we all expected...things got out of hand...and there was abit of displeasure..well well...life goes on...as if....
Suddenly i feel that im just purely too lame..im starting and beginning to contradict myself...what got into me???i really don't know..perharps i shall find one day and jump into the pool to wake myself up so that i can get back to the real world...but can i???that's the main question i have been posting to myself for the past few days...my thoughts seemed to be floating around...and i have wrote up a slight little poem to describe my feelings..but then i decided not to publish it..cause i couldn't find the paper..so i guess i shall just forget this whole thing...
Heats was held today..and well..things happened as usual...my runner fell...one had gastrit..another asthma attack...and this year's enthusiasm of the people doesn't seems to be like the past few years..wanna apologise through here to my runners...for causing such last minutes stuffs...and for causing you guys to be injured...but i really am proud of you guys...at least you guys hang on...that's the way!
Will be skipping training tomorrow!!!rather excited..after much torture last week...but my assitant coach..nearly get killed in his hands...(im not kidding..we were sparring..and im just a amatuer..and he kept attacking me..im like freak...)guess shall stop here.not really in a high mood to update...life goes on as usual...but how usual can it be?perharps its time for some personal reflection....tae care people...
Regina
