4 days since my last update..well..as usual..i shan't give the reason..you guys should know the reason why....

Went for a movie show with my sisters that day at PS...watched Shaggy Dog...i think that movie is really nice...its funny..humorous..but also quite heart warming..(towards the ending..)Had trainings and classes for my remaining days of my holidays...except Friday...my holidays have been robbed!!!sobs sobs...but then again..because im taking "O"s this year!!!

Life have still been the same for me...im really quite lost..after alot of things happen...be it between my friends..or my family...Some stuffs happened on Friday night..and everything just sucks!!!i don't like to be trapped in the middle...i feel alone..i hate that feeling!!!it just sucks and sucks!!!i really am sorry to be so crude..but i just dont' like this!!why can't anyone understands me?am i going to battle all this alone??i don't mind..but then again..im afraid...arrgh!!!all this just makes me emotionally drained...

Started my treatment today..everything was still quite bearable la...except the ending part...wonder how long will i have to suffer?would it be better if im dead?well..perharps..since living in the world since to be like a agony..and im wasting human resourses...so why not?

I just hate all this....pray that i'll go thru...(sorry people..i apologises for my crudeness..)


Regina