perharps its time for me to give a longer post??i will try my best then..

This week passed very quickly...its really in a blink of an eye..perharps its because i have training and tests everyday??maybe..i reach home at around 7 plus each day..and sleeping at only an average of 3-4hrs...im physically drained out....what's more,i don't know why i sinked into depression all of the sudden these days..at a short moment i can smile..joke and laugh with my friends,the next moment i seem to isolate myself..just keep shaking my head when my friends us me to join them in certain stuffs...i don't know why..maybe its the stress level that im facing now?with the upcoming compeition in less than 72 hours...my heart seems to be racing...im really scared..i don't wanna disappoint certain people...after 4 yrs...but i really don't know..and some one keeps pressurising me to reach a certain level..i feel so hopeless...

Apart from this,im freakingly pissed...and also freakingly depressed of sleep...i have done my part..but you still don't heed it,what can i do?plus i am not one of them,how would i know what that person is thinking...its really irritating to be shoot with so many questions at one shot..and during that period of time i was really racing against time..with test the following day and a bad throat..(suffered from flu..)i really was not in a nice mood..it really make me vexed and annoyed..

There are abit of misunderstandings..or rather arguments this week...and everthing is just like shit!I really seek you guys peoples' understanding..sorry for updating an entry full of complains..but i don't wish to...i really kept quiet for a long time...

Next week gonna be another tough one for me...but i'll endure!!i'll bear with it...but i fear i might break down any moment..sigh...but i'll brace up....so maybe its time for me to get back to work..and stop blogging..take care people