I apologise for that not too nice entry yesterday..but after i blogged yesterday,i went through my past entries...and also my past photos..i realise that times really flies very quickly..

I have created my blog for about 2 years..and through this two years,i have been through different kind of obstacles..different kind of happiness and sadness..and also,i have matured quite alot from this...be it physically mature or emotionally mature..i realise that no matter how hard i was dealt a blow..i was able to walk out of it..perharps to many,this might be nitty gritty problems..but to a teenager that was once 14,15 years old,it wasn't easy..but thank God,i had friends who was with me all along..and not forgetting my mentor..

Speaking of him..learnt that he is taking on a Diploma in Counselling next year..it was pretty shocking to me..but then,on second thoughts,perharps that suits him well..since he tends to counsel us..be there for us..just like a second father..i am really thankful and greatful to him,for guiding me the correct path during the final months of my P6 years..and moulding to another me now..seriously,if it wasn't for him,i guess there wouldn't be me..or there wouldn't be someone known as REGINA CHAI..i will never forget what he had told us..his such a man of influence..thanks M.C...wish you all the best in ur future endeavour...

And of cause,i have learnt alot more things within this short periods of 2 years..be it facing the crisis of family quarrels..crisis of friendship breaking up..i have tried and learnt to take things at stride..but also,i do feel a sense of lost at times..especially during my end of sec2 to the begining of sec3 life..it was a tough time,tough period for me to adapt and adjust as there was pretty much things that have been happening..

Now as i looked back,i feel a sense of achievement..a sense of proudness,a sense of guilt,sense of shamefulness..cause i have done things that shouldn't be done...but also,i did things which im proud of myself..perharps that's life..facing it,you have different kind of feeling..but when you look back into the pasts,you will have different kind of feelings...you don't know whether the tears that you dropped were tears of happiness,tears of sadness,or tears of any other emotions...its just wierd to be human isn't it?

Time have passed so quickly that i didn't realise that im left with not much of time..my Os are nearing..my years in secondary school is about to end..soon i will open up my arms and welcome the new path of my education..in time to come,i will grow old...well..and then soon,i will look back at my past 10-20 over years of life..and crap and reminisce the pasts i have been through..

Guess this have been a rather long entry..readers might just be sick and tired of reading..so shall stop here..a promise to myself..i will walk out of my darkness as soon as possible..and move on to a brighter place..cause i don't wanna be a failure who always stay in the dark...i wanna see the sun...and breathe in fresh air!

Regina