well..again..i aplogised...that day i really wasn't in a mood to post up a nice entry..

well..today?its neither good..neither was it bad..had chinese Os oral today..well..guess i didn't pronounced words properly..yao zhi bu ching...sigh..perharps i have screwed up the paper i once was quite good in..and what's more..im a chinese...but anyway..guess i can finally say goodbye to Chinese unless im entering JC...or i wanna retake if the results ain't ideal..(hope not..)

actually,i really don't know what really got into me..i seemed to distance myself from others..be it family members or so..i some sort am floating somewhere..im pretty lost at times..perharps its the stress level?but i don't think so..i can just be distancing myself...and be alone..guess im growing pretty wierd...what's more..these days i have been playing Jay's oldies..not realyl oldies..but some of his other songs from his previous albums and concerts..suddenly the songs brings back certain memories...it just make my mind and thoughts run wild..all of the sudden,i again felt that all those songs were so meaningful...not that in the past i don't find it meaningful..but now that i listen all those songs again..i realise im able to understand the songs..the feelings..the lyrics and emotions in it..

perharps im being crappy here..but well..that's how i feel..gonna get back into reading..having test tomorrow,and i left my notes in the locker!damn..uh well...take care people...

Regina