life is pretty much tough on me now..or rather to all sec4s?...im like having not enough sleep now..reaching home late in the evening..studied..homeworked..revised..and before i knew,my day's gone..its so fast...i so missed the days when i need not have to stress myself that much..

Not really in a nice mood today..actually it happened yesterday..but then..let it go..but things got worst today...i don't know if its because i always keep too quiet over certain stuffs that i really feel being taken advantage of.i tried not to bother over it..tell myself its just trivial matters...i just don't wish for more troubles..but guess i gave the wrong concepts to people..Nearly flared up..was silent after p.e..had the urge to actually cry..but i controlled..not that i wanna bottle up my emotions..but just that don't wish to let the rest see it...i wish to scream at the top of my lungs..really..

Piles of work for the weekend..amaths..maths..humanities..all sciences...basically all my subjects..prelims in bout 1 1/2 months time..feeling the rush and the jitters..at times i really hope i have more time..i remember complaining 2 years back when i was just in sec2 that time wasn't sufficient for me..i guess now its worst.perharps complaining,whining and frowning gets me no where..am taking Os this year,so maybe this is the price that i have to pay for..work hard..strive hard..and move on..

I really ain't in a sweet mood to talk now....take care people...

Regina