things are different now..way much different from the past.I don't expect myself to be able to conquer what lies infront of me,but i expect myself to be able to take it easy.No.Im not depress,but just that these days,there is just too much heated arguments and perharps we need to cool off.
My life have been hectic.who's life isn't?piles of homework amount on my table,and prelims are already drawing near.i could basically feel the intense fear in myself.i'll be lying if i say im not worried.
quite a number of things happened as well..be it in school or home.theft cases in school..some conflicts that leads to displeasure.yea..am quite bothered as well.have been venting out my fustrations too,perharps one day i can write out an essay full of emotions.
Cooped in my own world once again.not that i wanan be anti-social,but the feeling just come and goes.my apologies to my friends who always have to put up with my temperamental moods.i'll get back soon to the cheerful RE you guys know.im not sure how many of you read this,but heartfelt apologies and thanks to those standing by me always..don't think i should mention the names in case i left anyone out.
as i looked at kids much younger than me,or rather teenagers around my age,i feel a sense of pity.cause they don't seem to feel the love anymore.not really literally,but well,they all seem to be a little crude.No offence to those reading here,but i realise,people these days communicate mostly using vulgarities.Is it cool?Is it really a good trend?To tell the truth,i dislike people scolding vulgarities,though at times i got the urge to blabber what's on my mind,but i hold myself back.do i gain anything from scolding vulgarities?oh yes,bad reputations,being despise by others.(im not being sarcastic here.)
can all of us use a different point of view to love the things around us?can we?view things at a different angle so that we not only see the bad side of things,but also the good points.Re-watched I NOT STUPID 2 again in class last week,and remembering what was said in the movie quite make sense.
maybe its time for me to love and show more concern to those around me,though i may not be those kind of people..
pretty long entry,shall stop here
Regina
