was just thinking through the various activities that happened within this 8 months..of cause..there are joys and tears...happiness and sadness..and not forgetting giving up a chance where i might have a chance to do what i like to do..

reminiscing the training sessions during the first 4 months..the competition held in april..then the MYE..holidays..so on an so forth..it brought back memories..i'll never forget the expressions on my face during the days of competition..the tears shed..the blood and injuries substained..history created and history ended..the thought of it makes me have mixed feelings..

MYE was of cause affected..didn't do well..and yeah..through the way..i fell down lots of time..im thankful to have a bunch of good friends holding me always..supporting me..and guiding my passage with light..im touched by the little actions..i know that you guys cared..

however..admiting that i do bottle feelings..i mean..at times people will yeah.?i don't know..perharps its just me..who feels this way..

i finally understood the meaning of letting go what meant the most to you..not really meant the most,but a kind of opportunity that is given to me..i gave it up..i do regret at times..but come to think of it..studies is much more important..though i might not be given the same chance anymore..unless im posted to JC and managed to secure the top3 position.but i know that i won''t let the passion in me die down..i've found what i want to do..not as in job prospect..but for my own interest.

i can't figure out a reason why all of a sudden im blogging about this..perharps i just wanna share with you guys that treasure each opportunity given to you..you might not be given a second chance..like my case..not that i didn't want to treasure,but due to other commitments,i might not be able to juggle it.

not forgetting..thanking all who stood by me all this while...you guys might or might not be reading this..but heartfelt thanks to all..really..i might not be able to move on..

well..perharps i shall bring more entertainment the next time i blog..don't wish to bored you guys with the naggy and depressing entries everytime i blogged..

Regina