take me as i am

a day's slippin' by
still i couldnt find
a good valid reason
not to try

my heart's gettin' heavy
coz i duno why
you don't understand me
the things i feel inside

I am nothing that you think I am
Ain't no ego freak
Just a hurt in every sense
I am nothing that you want me to be
will you come on back
and take me as i am


our picture's gettin' grey
has your love changed
since yesterday

clouds cover my sky
try hard not to cry
holdin' back the sad sad tears
that rain from my eyes

Come on and save me
I'm lost in the dark
Don't push me away now darling
don't tear me apart

This is actually a song lyrics..true enough..sort of describe my feelings.Holding back do not bring happiness..pretending nothing happen would be worst.I really don't know what had happened that caused the sudden coldness,but really..i wish to know what had went wrong.

I flared up today..i apologise for that.didn't want that to happen,but why bring up the topic when i am really not prepared to answer any of it.

Had a quarrel with mum that day..regarding the same stuffs..my sis sided with me..we're both agreeing that she is forever not understanding.Don't wish to elaborate on what had happened.Best wishes to all taking practical for the whole of this week..

Regina