After going through my SS textbook so many times, i have decided to apply what i have learnt to my personal experience.

All of us come together with a common interest, and also we seperate because of differences among us. It is the same to all the relationship. Be it BGR, friendship, or family, it makes no difference.

When we first move on to a new school, new environment, the very first friend that we make is often someone who shares the same interest with us isn't it? As time passes by, you realise that the interest dies down gradually, and then a series of differences set in. Thinking that its just a trivial matter, you pay no attention to it. But as time passes, you realise that the differences among you guys deepens and piles up. Soon in no time, you decided that you can no longer accept him/her as a friend, and you guys go your seperate way.

Im always seen as an anti-socialist, because i don't mingle too much with my friends, and also, i couldn't join them on for activities though they have always asked me along. For those who blames me, tells me im anti-social,i apologies sincerely.For those who don't, thank you for being understanding always.

At a teenager level, of cause, i do hope to hang around with my friends, enjoy the same activities. But im often caged up. Im constantly being tied at home.Some understands, but sadly some don't.

Im seen by some others as the studious person , who only studies and mugged, and do not have a life..who do not enjoy social activities. But, its all wrong. I do wish to drained out my energy in exchange for favourable excitements and fun, but we all should do it at the correct time. We're all grown-up. We all know we're facing Os this year. We should all know our priorities. But our mindset still seems different. Prelims are important, but in your eyes, you don't feel so. You think that Os are the more important paper. But, what if epidemic breaks out, prelims are taken into consideration.

We all have different opinions. I can't force you to have or like my opinions, neither can you. It's mutual respect.

I know im a spoilsport, but if what i feel isn't right, i'll try to voice out. If it's disagreed upon, i'll just keep quiet. All this differences in thinking, mindset, opinions has drift us apart. Though we can still joke around, play around, but there is something that holds us back.

Im just trying to use my SS skills to look at my problems. There is restrictions, but i shan't disclose any further. Hope there isn't any offence in my above post.

I just dread being sick. Having a blocked nose and dripping nose is bad enough. But then my throat has decided to change it vocal chords, and fever sets in to join the fun. Im drinking as much as i can to bring down the temperature. But i guess i'll be fine in a day's or two time. Face it up man, im fit!haha..till then.

Regina