I hold on to my promises, so im here with a slightly more cheerful post than the last.

Didnt had time to rest only till 9pm.Have been slogging hard today. Grandma came over for prawn noodles.Mum cooked it, with the help of my grandma. Hannah came over too. and she was sleeping like a sweet princess. My uncle had got to wake her up, and she was crying like a just born baby. I went to pacify her by carrying her, and she was hugging me like koala bear again.

Hannah's always been my lovely girl since she was born. She only manage to be herself after i brought her into my room and brought out all the softoys. She put the monkey on my head, followed by the pooh bear, and i MADE her smile and laugh.

Bought her a hello kitty lantern too..she was so happy and kept jumping around.How easy can the life of a 3 yr old be? so carefree and free from trouble. How i wish i still can enjoy this. Just for one day, i'll be glad.

Tomorrow's gonna be my doom day. Please remember to send wraths to my funeral wake. Wear a smile too..

Regina