I seemed to have cut off connections surrounding me. Just seem to be another series of depressions that struck upon me once more.

Results have been sucky as ever though there are sum improvements, but the most confident subject i once was able to ace, seemed to have dropped to an atrocious grade. I know true enough i've underperformed, but i just cannot find the reason that is particularly distracting me all this while. I just couldn't find the fighting spirit in me, which again i onced owned. As what i've said, its ONCE, so no doubt of that.

As i read blogs of others, it sometimes struck my mind why i first created a blog? Filling in people with imformations of snippets of my life? All i remember was that i was first introduced to blogging when i was in P6 when M.C showed us his then online diary in geocities. But i've finally decided to create a blog of mine in yr 2004, and i guess it was just trying to keep up with the trend. However, i realise how much blogging can help at times, cos it sort of allow me to lament on what's happening in life and sharing with readers of my blog though there's restrictions everynow and then.

Turmoil of emotions have been hitting me recently. All i know is be prepared for the worst, as things might not be the same anymore..Im treasuring all that i have now, cos i don't wish to have second regrets once more. Difficult to explain via blogging, so im not going to carry on anymore.

Regina