Yesterday was a day filled with a mixture of emotions. Ranging from Happiness to Sadness, and the feeling of not wanting to part with one another. Yesterday marked the last day of the Sec 4 students in CVSS. It was the day of graduation, where all of us were officially graduated from there.
My class again, displayed a high level of camaraderie spirit among all. We were very enthusiastic throughout the whole ceremony. We performed an item in the ceremony itself, swayed with our neighbouring classes 4H, cheered alot with the presentation slides and also when the teachers' sang us all a song. I saw a lot of my friends teared. Some teared because they can't bear to leave the school, leave the memories they shared in the school for the past 4/5 years.
It was really a moment bitterness. As what i came across in Cass's blog, a bittersweet farewell. Yesterday was a day most of us looked forward to, and when it came, we all wished that the time will not pass so fast. It was an irony. But there were moments where i nearly teared, but i don't know why, i held and fought back the tears, refusing to let it flow down. Perharps i was just way too face-conscious.
Snapped quite alot of pictures ( i'll upload into the blog after i've sorted them out.), played alot of games. My class just wanted to spend the final chance together. I was jubilated and excited that once again, i saw the strong class spirit within my class. From a not united class when we were in 3J, to a very united class in 4I, it brought along with me a sense of proudness. Though my class is always condemn for not bringing results despite being the second top class in the whole level, im proud to announce i was once in 4I.
As i make my way back to school yesterday morning, i've decided to slow down my pace, and stroll back to school. Reason being, i wanted to treasure my final last trip back to school early in the morning. Indeed, the journey was way so different. Im not exaggerating here, but really, perharps yesterday was my final trip to school before i graduate, therefore i appreciated the sceneries much more than before. It struck upon me. Why is it that everytime when i know it might be my last chance of doing something, then i start to appreciate it? What if it becomes too late? i remembering not choosing CVSS as a first choice when i received my PSLE results 4 years back, but now, i know i didn't make a wrong choice in entering this school too.
Lastly, i would like to thank all my friends who have walked with me through my darkest period of my life, my classmates, who though at times do things that should not be done, but im really thankful to them for bringing me memories especially our last p.e lesson. It really make my heart smile. Teachers, who make a strong impact in my education as well. I'll missed all the teachers, epspecially Mrs Sim, Mdm Kiranjeet, Ms Tan, Ms Koh, Mrs Tan, Mr Tan and Mr Nazri.
My journey of my Secondary school life would not have been enriching and engaging without the teachers, and my best friends and buddies, my most trusted friend, you guys know who you are. Time really flies. Suddenly, my education path have completed, and i can't bear to part with the school, especially the place i usually go when i needed to break free from everything. Memories of the secondary school life will remain in my heart.
Don't think i can continue going on. Im afraid of tearing too much. But really, i really love this school of mine. It rawks! Take good care my friends. Its gonna be tough for the next 1 month. But we all hope that on the day of the release of our Os result, we can be like yesterday, just like the message sj had sent out. People, lets work hard!
Regina
p.s: i couldn't control my tears as it was written at night, and everyone was asleep, so i actually teared while reminiscing at the past...
