Another year has gone by..time seems to fly so fast..It seems to be always..Was flipping through the magazine that day, and they were asking what will be your new year resolution..? So i've thought, and mine would be to give my fullest shot in everything i do, change that seriously sucky attitude of mine, and also treasure what's around me..Let's just hope that im able to do so!

This year again, has been an eventful year, with of cos good and bad things happening..Somehow, i love all the good things..i mean, who don't..?haha..that's pretty irony of me.

Im elated that at least, i didn't disappoint myself and my coach in the competition this year..at least i've managed to win the throphies..Missed 2 chances in 2004 and last year, which was really heart aching..Of cos, the lost of sparring was also hard up for us, cos we've been traning real hard, and in between, there's been certain thoughts and but well, what's done cannot be undone..

Was also glad that didn't take up the offer of joining the national school combined wushu team, cos if i did, my studies would have really been bad, cos i doubt i'll have the strength to continue to study. Did regret it at first, but slowly, have managed to come to terms with it. Im just so glad..

The bad things...are obviously some relationships problems..and also my studies..my studies' been deterioating..and this was the first time when during the mid year i've gotten a three digit level ranking..not that im boasting..but it was seriously one sucky incident..

I've changed alot..my temper seems hotter these days..and i can just have mood swing all of a sudden..i know that's pretty bad of me to do this..but i can't help it..Sometimes things got so bad that i harbour thoughts of certain stuffs..but didn't carry them out..moving on strongly..

Not forgetting, this year marks the end of my secondary 4 education (hopefully)..and i'll be moving on to a new environment soon once the release of the results..

This year have not been really nice.or have it been really bad..so there's nothing much for me to blog about..but perharps people who's reading can tell me your new year resolution..how about that?

regina

Had a day out to mella's house yesterday..for a girls' gathering.?or a baking of cookies,but turn out to be a cake/brownies session? But whatever it is..it was a fine day out..but something just spoilt it..

Gamed at mella's house..and also played with her yankie doodle?her hamster...and cherie was damn bad..keep asking her hamsters to ps(pang sai) on me and sc..and it really did..that evil cherie...

Had to leave around 4 plus..cos some stuffs happened at home..Started since morning...and guess it only subsided this morning..I've never felt that scared before...journey home from mama's house was really quiet..no one spoke..why quarrel from home..to mama's house? I was worried..

But now that they are talking, it seems much better..my mood ain't really nice now..after a quarrel with the act smart girl at home..(younger sis) Don't show me attitude..mine can be worst..if arguing is all you can do, by all means..i'll play along with you..it was your mistake, yet your still as stubborn as a mule..not wanting to admit it..if that's the case, then forget it man..

Will be out soon..going to bugis if im not wrong..my second last post for 2006..will be posting the last one when im back later..nothing much though..

It's been a really tough week..trying to control my emotions..i admit, im really really bad at expressing myself..e it in words..or emotions..i can't control them, and im always straight forward..which is sucha bad thing..i seriously do hope i can change that bit of me..

Let's just hope that tomorrow(year 2007) will be a better year for everyone else...Start the new year fresh!

Regina