Seriously, i don't know what seriously got into me...Im trying to be cheerful, despite being moody..Can't show my emotions in the office..can't show it at home. Im suffocating inside..

Perharps the cause of it was work in the office..i guess i still am not use to working environment. While seeing nearly most of my friends returning back to a new route of their school life, im out there, working in a unfamiliar company. Though my aunty is there with me, but the feeling is just so wierd. I really regret not joining MI for the first three months. Now that i don't have to attend school, i feel so wierd..so not me. I just feel like going back to school.

My workload is pretty manageable..went on vegetarian for the past 2 days. Not that bad..i doubt i'll blog more for today. Just ain't in a nice mood..No one understands my thinking..no one understands how i feel inside. Im tearing inside..my eyes are tired. Perharps i just need more time to adapt to my life now. Sorry..

Regina