Thoughts From The Inner Soul

Monday, March 12, 2007

Decided to post up the pictures i've taken since last month..ranging from the day the release of the Os result..to my ah yi's birthday..to CNY..and till last Saturday..

My Ah Yi's mini birthday celebration..Its the collaboration efforts of Mabel, Esther and Me! Without Esther's and Mabel's help, i might not be able to get that done..and thanks Mabel for rushing back from the line, just to distract my ah yi away..





The days of CNY celebration..With my different cousins..








The pictures taken last week..









The tee shirt Ah Yi ,Mabel and Esther got for me..a slurpingape!



Gotta apologise to my friends, shu chen and mella for being gloomy today..didn't wish to..

I don't know why, but Daddy keeps picking on me..Why must i speak first to her and not the other way round? Why pick on me when those things ain't usually done by me? The more you pick on me, the more you make her feel as if she's aint in the wrong. Im your daughter too..And you know how much i respect you and love you for that. But what you did had really hurt me..I try not to cry as i promise that i'll stay strong..but i doubt i'll be able to hold on.

Have you considered my feelings Daddy? Im more than just disappointed..

Emotions choked my throat,
I don't know how to explain the feeling.
I wanted to protest,
but lack the courage.
I wanted to express out my thoughts,
but lack the confidence.

Struggling to hold back the tears,
I kept quiet.
Hot euphoric tears burning at the back of my eyes,
yet i've decided to fight back.

Yes,i know i may be at fault. But why keep directing all the scoldings to me? Are you telling me that she's not in the wrong? Why is it me?

I don't have the wish to continue this post anymore..