For the past few nights..i have not been sleeping well..Reason being i was revising through all the lectures and doing the tutorials..and also, i was pondering should i stay in JC, or appeal out to a poly?

I know im being foolish and stupid..but i don't know what seriously got into me. Partly due to a certain stress level..and also the slow adaptation to a new environment. I just couldn't see what was ahead of me. I don't wish to waste my whoel 18 mths..or even 1yr should i not be able to clear the promo exams.

Till now, im still pondering..but chances is i'll stay in JC, cause that was what prompted and motivated me to work hard during the days of bitter struggles..and that includes the quarrels i had with my parents.(they both wished that i could have gone into a poly)


On Thursday, i was with my classmates..and we were chatting about some stuffs, when valerie said that i am such philosophical person. and that when i digest informations, i need to categorise them up. But well, i doubt im that..perharps they still do not understand me well enough..


Already into midnight..time to get back to some tutorials..I'll missed Hannah!


*i don't want you to go home!I want you to stay here..(hugs tightly)

I jus love Baby Hannah..