I just wish to end everything now..I am already freaking tired. It's either she or you. Im so trapped now. My head hurts, my heart..i've no more energy to carry on anymore. This week has been a freakish week, and it seriously sucks!

I've got enough quarrels..enough arguments..will you just back off? You make me feel like taking my own life. I've been trying to please you guys..but it never seemed enough. Pain throb in my head..i feel anguish all over..with the urge to do foolish things. But i threw that idea away. Please..give me a break will you?

It sure sucks when you get home and before you know, you're in deep shit. The weekends has not been well too. Quarrel and went to cold war with her yesterday..and now its you? There's too much confusions..too much...and you, being kiddish and childish, decided to throw your tantrum too. Now its my fault.

It has always been my fault..I shouldn't have chose the path in my life..I shouldn't have do organising..I should have just been a good girl..and go to a poly to study vet tech..the course of my choice.and i guess in this way, my life might have been better?

I SERIOUSLY HATE MYSELF NOW! I SUCK SUCK AND SUCK! BACK OFF NOW..PLEASE! GIVE ME SOMETIME TO COOL DOWN...GIVE ME A BREAK..I SERIOUSLY NEED TO BACK AWAY FROM THIS F***ING THING!