I felt like crying my heart out yesterday night. Tried to struggle the hot tears burning behind my eyes.

I felt so ashamed..so disgraceful.

Im already 17, but why are you still doing this to me??

I've gave up the idea of going on a holiday trip with you guys.

Is it so hard for you to let me go for my class gathering with my secondary school mates?

I feel caged up.

Im sorry to all my secondary school mates..

I feel like venting all my anger out.

But i can only do it silently.

Can you understand how it feels??Can you?