This entry isn't going to be nice. It's gonna be an entry for me to vent out my feelings.

im feeling very suffocated now.
i feel pressurised as your daughter.
must we always do things like that?

i've always respected you alot.
i've always thought you would know how i feel, how i think.

what makes you so sure i wasn't stress at all?

plagued with some household problems
im trying to be pretend nothing happened.

afraid to disappoint you, i kept quiet with regards to alot of things
have i not been good?
i've tried to curb my temper.
i've tried to help.
but do you see that?

don't tell me you know it.
don't tell me you understand it.
don't.

i just want to be who i am.
is it that difficult?

i want to get back into my own world.
the world i once had.
family,friends,music and me.

a world of my own.
its just that simple.

but when things are simple,
it cannot be achieved easily.

i pray.

Father, here i pray.