im super upset now.

REGGIE, YOU NEED TO GET BACK ONTO YOUR FEETS!

okays.im gonna hit this into my brain.

I've been feeling lethargic this few days. or should i say after i came back from OBS, i can't seem to be able to stay up at night.

I guess im facing the same crisis now. But i've been thinking of the Ah Siang stories Clayton shared during OBS. I hope i can apply what i've learnt. Really. It sucks to go through this. At times you tear all of a sudden. You get depress for God Knows what reason.

Im really sick of this. I need a break.

Its been ages since i last cried this badly. I can't remembered how many times i've cried over the fact that i've to choose whether to repeat or quit college.

I know its very stupid of me to keep dwelling over it. But still, its not easy. Once bitten twice shy. How do you expect me to make a decison without having to worry this and that.

i need to stay clear headed. but apparently.its difficult.