My day was not too bad until...

Bumped into C while i was at the locker. and we started talking and going out for dinner in about 2 weeks time. Hearing him how he pigged out the other time at the restaurant, i thought he was living the life.

However, i was wrong. C later on told me about somethings regarding what P had told him. I was stumped for words. How i wished i could have done something to help C. I can't forget how the eyes look like. Teary and Red. C look as though he wanted to cry. I've never felt so helpless before.

I told C if i could write something like a testimony to P, i'll definitely do it. Further more, C told me something more tha just that. It seriously hit me. I fought back those tears, but i suppose he felt it.

I parted with C, and bang, it hit me hard in my face.

I struggled to get back my emotions.

But i failed.


I've been selfish.
I've failed C
I've made C's life miserable.


To C: Im Sorry. I love you.