THERE'S NO JUSTICE AT ALL. FUCK OFF WILL YA?

im sorry that i got so crude here. But that's the word i could think of now.

I can't stop my tears from flowing down.

I can't.

It's hard to maintain a smile at home, pretending nothing had happened.


Someone said something without clarifying. I flared up.( Due to the stress level) and Dad scolded me like hell.


FUCK.

Really. It sucks. Can't you tell i needed your love instead of your shoutings?

You made me feel unjustified. No LOVE. NOTHING AT ALL.

Not that i do not want to share out how i feel. But i could expect the answers you'd give me. I didn't want to start an argument. So i kept everything to myself. EVERYTHING. I didn't want to stress you out.

But you didn't show any to me.

and to C. Give me another 2 years. I'll do what i've promised. 2 YEARS


to the rest. IM sorry. Let me be. At least for now.