I need to keep focussed. My thoughts are drifting away.

Reg, its not a difficult thing to stay happy and positive.

Ray asked yesterday what's life after death. Cause something happened last night. So yeah.

Didn't know how to answer that.


Sometimes, i asked myself, what would it be, if someday, i found out that my days are limited. Vi knows what im talking about here. Everything seems so real. Really. Uh well. People, if ever one day, im gone suddenly, remember, i love you okay?

Today just doesn't seem to be a good day. Im super lethargic. Wasn't in a correct piece of mind during training too.

Humans are just so funny. Really. Crying doesn't help solve the problem. You know what's the problem. Yet you just wouldn't want to face it. Come on, open your eyes bigger. Know what's good for you and what's not. Don't blame others for the outcome. You choose your path, your destiny. You may choose to turn a deaf ear to the advices given to you. But when you face the consequences on your own.

Uh well, tomorrow will be a better day. Yeah. It will be.=)

Thank you Cherish. Thank you SJ, Thank you Ms Au.

Thank you Daddy.=)

Yesterday was one of the rare time i caught Hannah crying so badly.


But she's seriously getting out of hand. It kinda pains my heart, especially when she was trying to hold back those tears and when she couldn't take it anymore, she let it flood, clinching me tightly. Aww..=(


She's still sweet and adorable luh. I chided her last week, and till yesterday, she was still angry with me. She said i don't love her anymore. After that, i kinda talked to her in a adult way. As in i sat her down and talk to her, but she was fidgeting, and 5 mins later, we're back to normal.


But last night she was super naughty. Anyhow, she came to me, hugged me super tightly, and cried like a little baby. Okay.she's still a baby. But yeah. I was super upset luhs.=(

Im super burnt out now. I had a bad dream yesterday and on friday night. When will this come to a stop?

Training tomorrow. More running, more shooting. More and More..