Thoughts From The Inner Soul

Saturday, January 24, 2009



1S18'07. First class photo.(not everyone is in though.)

Today my brain's full of thoughts. Woke up super early to do last round of spring cleaning. A call came, and my gu po passed away. 6 weeks back i went back Malacca to visit her. She held onto my hand, and smiled at me. She couldn't sit up on her own anymore. Her kidneys failed her, and she lies on the bed whole time. She couldn't speak, but she could understand what we were saying to her. But im sure she'll feel better now that she no longer need to experience all these tormenting experiences.

This year's reunion dinner will be very special. Im so glad you guys will not come up to eat with us. I don't want you to spoil my grandma's mood, as well as the rest of my family members.

So i went for a jog after passing SC's her pressie. Dumb curled her hair!!!Anyway, running was kind of a success. I did alot of reflections during the whole run. And i realise that..i don't have the courage to face those feelings. I used to tell others how to move on, but apparently, i myself can't do it. I'll try.

Yesterday Cindy and i wanted to donate blood, but then, our iron level low seh. Kena rejected. Wah..first time they reject me seh. Tsk. Ms Au ask me to eat more pig liver.(super gross.)

Tomorrow's CNY eve. Enjoy people!