Thoughts From The Inner Soul

Friday, March 27, 2009



Ling Jiale!This post is specially dedicated to you okay!!!

You were my junior in CV, then you came into SR. The next thing i know, i saw you in basketball.

At first, there wasn't much things we can all talk about. I don't know if you can remember this, but I remembered during the period of promos, i saw you doing your history in the SAC. I asked you how was things going on, you say you are going to give up. I told you not to, and don't be like me, spend another year in college.

There came promos, you said you're giving up. When results came out, you told us you got retained. During the Nov period, our team started to get more bonded. You were contemplating whether to stay or leave. I told you, repeating might not bea bad choice. You said you'll consider it.

January came, you said you'll repeat, but at the same time apply for poly. And you said there was still a 40%chance you'll stay in college. I was positive that you'll stay, until the day JAE results were posted, you told me you want to leave for a poly. To tell you the truth, i was really upset.

And our team was getting more and more bonded with every training we attend, with every match we played.

If there are times i go to training feeling super moody, your face and actions will always make me laugh. Your self-entertaining pattern always make me feel happy.

YJ cup came along, when we were on the bus, you shouted in the bus that we'll thrash YJ. But we didn't. You hid behind your towel, trying to hide the disappointment. With every match that was coming along our way, you'll blog about how you're determined to win them. You'll blog about how you have hopes in our team. When i read your blog entries, everytime you mention about basketball, my heart will tinge with abit of sadness. Because in your entries, i could sense how you feel in our team.

When we had our match in IJ, ms R told us the dates for Nationals. Then you realise it'll crash with your poly entry. You were disappointed. Cause you want to be part of the team, and walk with the team. You promised that you'll come back to support the team during the Nationals.

During the orientaion period, i remembered how you tried to comfort me when i cried silently at the blue walk way. It was super funny. You compared me with Evelyn's loud crying.

Then, we started to eat together every Wednesdays and Fridays. I really enjoyed all the moments spent with you guys.

Few weeks back, you told me the number of days you're left with in this college. Last Friday, you told me you're leaving earlier. I can tell you i was really really upset. Cause i didn't want Friday to come. I want you to stay in our team for as long as possible!

There are so much things that i want to talk about, but it'll get too naggy. I just want you to know that i really really love you!! My team mate, my friend, my junior! The awesome time spent during training! The fun time we had when we were playing matches, the team bag shopping, the lunch at IKEA!

You were a great listener! And also a great messenger! Thanks for taking bus 136 with me these days.

There's really much more that i can say, but well, it'll be good to cherish it in our hearts! Those sweet memories i promise i'll remember!

AND IM VERY SURE YOU'LL COME BACK AS OFTEN AS YOU CAN!!!I'LL LOOK FORWARD TO YOU COMING BACK EVERYTIME!!!

NUMBER 14, the team loves you okay?!

I think we'll miss your EXAGGERATED LAUGHTERS!!!

Anyway, all the best in pursuing your next path of studies. Im sure you'll enjoy yourself in TP too!!MUST COME BACK MORE OFTEN TO VISIT US OKAY?!!!

I LOVE THIS TEAM
I LOVE THIS GAME
I LOVE LING JIALE!!!


-ae..read already don't cry ah..