Though this is the second week i've gotten my s10, im still adapting to it because this is so much smaller than my acer, so yeah.pretty slow in typing.=((

Anyway, there's pretty much that happened for the past week. CT, cold wars, studies, eve's birthday,and of course JL's last day in SR.

CT, there's nothing much i can comment, except that i live up to the college anthem. Probably even smarter. Anthem is 4, and i've got 5.

So the past week was a week where i had to suppress my emotions everywhere i go. Didn't want to look super down. But of course, i've failed. Thanks to those who've been there, especially huiying! Thanks for listening to those stuffs when we were at the track and the staircase. Not forgetting those teachers who were so nice. Mdm Saadiah was really nice. And yeah, i'll work harder for MIDs.

Friday was an eventful day. Both at home and in school. We bidded JL with a super loud and united SRJC team after running 1 round on track. Few of us started crying luh. Lao niang's one of the guilty one.

JIALE AH..today's only Sunday, and yet im missing you already leh!

Went home only to be further grilled. Those things that happened at home ain't great. I don't know if my message was carried across, but yeah, i hope it did. I hope things will work itself out.

There's alot of fear in me now. Im afraid the promise i made might be broken. I don't know. That will depend on the rest, and of course the final decision. I don't like the idea of being pressured after a long day in school. I hope all this stuffs will cease pretty much soon.

Im really sleepy, but yet, i've got hell lot of work to complete. What to do, i kinda wasted my weekends. Especially today, with the super nice weather, i fell asleep on my bed for 3 hours.=(((

Till then

*i don't know what i want, and i don't know what you want. I hope this phase will pass pretty soon. I want to go back to the past...