I don't want to cry anymore. I don't have the kind of energy to repeat myself again, neither do i have the energy to cry.

It's been tough. Really. I find myself not being able to sleep at night even though im really really tired. My mind is running actively.

I lay on the ground of the basketball court today, looking up at the sky. It was pretty, even though it wasn't filled with those pretty shimmering stars. I was pretty overwhelmed with emotions all of a sudden. It sounds pretty stupid, but that was what happened.

I bought sweets, biscuits and a toy to cheer myself up after that. And so, im feeling pretty much better now, i guess.

To those who knows what im going through, no worries. I'll be fine. Thanks for the concern. I love you all.=)