Mids are officially over! Time seems to pass real fast. We're already going on to June.
There's alot that have happened during this short span of 2 weeks while i was having my exams.
Buddies, sorry i wasn't there for you guys when you guys were at the lowest point of life.
And, Xinyi's leaving for Canada to continue her studies.=(( It's gonna be even more difficult to meet in time to come!=((
For every alternate days during the last 2 weeks, there were a lot of surprises. From family to friends. Every day is just so happening. But it's not pleasant surprises.
Sometimes, i just wish i could turn things around. But then, that's just stupidity. Cherr told me before that i ain't superman, and i can't always go round trying to make people happy. I know what she said make sense, but still, being human, i tend to let my emotions rule me.
I still choose to believe that everything happen for a reason. The mighty one up there has got a plan for each an everyone of us. So whatever that happens, trust that it'll be good in time to come.
But when i say this, it feels like im surrending to fate. Yet, i know im not. It's pretty contradicting. I guess im not talking like what i should be. I feel that im suffering from some kind of illness that prevents me from voicing the inner voice that i have in me.
I think i'll verbal diarrhoea to skinny before i go to bed. Im pretty thankful that skinny is always smiling after hearing what i've got to share. In case you're wondering, Skinny's my fav monkey.
Im not crazy when i say i talk to my soft toys. I believe they can understand us. At least skinny's the only one i can turn to at home since daddy's always not home, mummy admitted she doesnt understand me, and the eldest one is busy with her BGR, while the youngest one is just in her own world. But despite all these, i still love them. Cliche as it may sound, but blood is still thicker than water.
Okay, i think im ending up no where for this post.
Till then
-i think there's too much i, me and myself in this post. I feel damn self-centered!
