If i were to say im not disappointed, i'd be lying through my teeth.
If i were to say im not dishearten, i'd mean the opposite.

Sometimes i just wish that im not so headstrong. I don't want to put up a brave front, and end up feeling worst than before.

But still, i can't. I know i have to hang on. And yeah, i've only myself to blame.

-Responsibilities come with a heavy price.